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Thursday, June 16, 2005

duh .... darks clouds cover me again .

Woman ... is really an ever-changing substance.

At first , it is a desire.
At the aim of achieving it , they pursuit wholeheartly
After the desire at it's hand.
They begin to pick on it.
negativity came ....
thinking been conned
by hook or crook
lose it
And begin to misses it
regret it ?

huh huh

I did it .
Break the string into 2 .
Separate them into light and darkness.
It is only a thin fine line.
You told me that I dun have the guts to do that .
I am not chicken out.
I am just giving time for myself.
Impulse is a stupid way to move on.
Till the next morning I wake up
God tells me to move on
He had something wonderful for me.
He said.
Have u ever experience it ?
sometimes u hate it, but at the end of the day ..... it does not matter. U like it anyway.
The factual is that the cons weigh more than it pros.
Then ..... u juz dun care much anymore.
it is a sensible decision ?
But it that matter anymore?
leaving is inevitable.
What have been done , can't be undo.
tears had fallen
i tell myself ... what is the thing that can hold me back ?
Nothing ..
fakers i can't , I am sorry
simplicity I am , I am sorry
I just can't dun care abt words
words , in the end, can break me , perhaps
Although I've been strong
I thought my strength will lasts
Till the tears drop....
Drop drop drop
Come and push me to the edge
Let me fall
if u are happy
i will be glad
words exchanged
angry and bewildered overlooked
I am not a creep , I am sorry
I am not difficult, I am sorry
naysayers, God pls forgives them .
things always misunderstood
circumstance had never been explained
I am sorry
it is leading to a large snowball.
So what if I spoke about
So if I can pretend
happiness is such a 14 000 feet away .
This is an omen
It is a God decision.
I just can't explained

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